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[23 Dec 2005|12:52am] |
ok im seeing things which really shouldnt effect me and i shouldnt care about but when i read those words it makes me so upset i feel as im loosing it and i cant control what i think
i wish it was time.....
.....but i know its not.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckf cukf cuflkc fuck fuckf cufuymn hjygfhg.
fucking hell.
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[21 Dec 2005|11:52am] |
:(.
i dont know whats going on.
i should be happy but im so confused.
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[12 Dec 2005|06:52pm] |
im such an idiot
i have to stop being so parinoid but its hard when you love someone.
i wish i could see that things were ok but he annoys me so much and he's meant to be my friend then why is he acting like a cock to me and being like that
any ways fuck that shit im happy. very happy indeed.
xXx
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[02 Dec 2005|01:15pm] |
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hey people i discovered something last night.....
im a bitter fuck, i looked over my live journal up until sept 9th 2004 (the last ever day i drank alcohol) and most of the post are on about hating people, hating college and/or hating where i live.
i need to change this because it hit me how fucking shit i must make it for people to be around me and to be close to me.
anyways...whats been going on with me?
lately i have been falling into a routine
wake up,
college,
go home,
computer time/music,
sleep,
(sometimes wake up and lie there thinking)
and repeat
but that soon will change i hope
this wednesday im going to scream to see decon birch and darkest day (who the bass player is a close friend) so that will be cool.
xXx
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[25 Nov 2005|12:44am] |
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panic at the disco - build god.....(sorry jesse lol) |
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:D
i think at the moment i am the happiest i have been in a while, i have been smiling for the last 5 hours which is starting to ache but it's worth it, Because she is.
It's only early days but it feels so right...
i smile when i think of her, hear her name, or when i see her.
xXx
liam
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[20 Nov 2005|07:36pm] |
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i feel drunk.
yes this is wierd.
im feel out of it at the moment.
i think i have a bug.
poop
anyways,
away with the negatives,
positives for the following week=
PHOTOGRAPHY TOMMORROW
NICKS MONDAY WEDNESDAY AND FRIDAY :)
i know the mystery girl
i have bullet in january
coaw in decmber
maybe enter shikari
ooooh the posibilities
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[18 Nov 2005|09:45am] |
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ok so you guys may have noticed that i let live journal go to shit over the past couple of months.....
i have to sort this out
ok so whats happened?
sorry if i actually have written about some of this before.
OK i met a girl called grace we went out, broke up, went out and broke up again,
i still do miss jess,
i started nd at college and im slwoly failing it,
i saw mcr live twice once at there own show and once at reading,
as youve guessed i went to reading,
nick and sam are still my best friends,
i am now a massive myspace whore,
i now love evry time i die,
im still straight edge and proud,
i dont go out much any more,
me nick sam and bennett have started a death metal band lol where we all play stuff that we cant (which for me is everything),
i get called emo more than ever now but i dont care,
i learnt how to spin kick,
Thats it i think
i'll add some more shit soon
i just need to clear my head of all this shit
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[17 Nov 2005|09:15pm] |
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at the moment there is only one person i want to talk to
and i cant
:(
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[22 Sep 2005|10:45am] |
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what the fuck is going on told something like that and then ignored?
now im confused too
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[07 Aug 2005|04:52am] |
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forever - throwdown |
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life is shit
i have lost respect for my mum and dad down to drug use
i dont think i'll find anyone as her ever again
i have so much college work already to do
i feel ill
and i need to find somewhere to sleep
im a fucking dick who takes things for granted and lets the best things slip away and then after all i can do is moan and be emo about everything i need to get a life or get a time machine nd try harder
on a plus note got most of my hair cut off and i like it
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[22 Jun 2005|11:41am] |
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ok i've made the new journal its called
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) wexarexbullets
at the moment there is only one post but there will be more soon please go on it and rate it you can say what ever you want i dont care i need the criticism
cheers</3
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[21 Jun 2005|10:40am] |
ok ive been writing lots of poems lately so soon im gonna create a live journal dedicated to them but that will have to wait til i can be bothered and until i have more than about 3 poems
i'll soon have the livejournal set up i'll update when i do.
(it'll probally be on the old tainted_ange1 one but i dont know)
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[20 Jun 2005|09:35am] |
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the pary was so cool and i met so many cool people marko, stu, alan and last but not least rence (i know i've known rence for over a year now but he is wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwicked) we had so much fun even though all we did was watch pimp my ride, and team america.
DURKA DURKA.
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[17 Jun 2005|09:10am] |
liam you stupid little idiot that was such a big chance and what do you do you go and shove it up your big fat ass......
......god i am a crippled fuck wit.
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[15 Jun 2005|11:14am] |
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nothing.
nothing.
nothing.
thats exactly my day plan for the next few days until friday.
i finally get to go out then and i cant wait.
i havent done anything in so long except listen to music which isn't really an activity its just a way of killing time. fell a sleep with still remains on full blast night i think that im becoming amune to loud music and screaming.
god im boring.
roll on something. roll on reading.
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[10 Jun 2005|01:18pm] |
This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”
So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Then waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me
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[07 Jun 2005|03:03pm] |
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List your current 6 favourite songs (no order), then choose 6 lj friends to do the same.
ok then
- Bleeding Through - Number Seven with a Bullet
- My Chemical Romance - This is the best day ever
- Bright Eyes - Something Vague
- Taking back Sunday - Cute Without the E (Cut from the Team)
- From First to Last - Emily
- Underoath - A Boy Brushed Red.....Living in Black and White
i dont want to leave anyone out everyone should do it
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[06 Jun 2005|10:00am] |
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you think everything is fine and that your life is going well and then it all fucks up....
what did i do to loose her and make her fall out of love with me? i didn't treat her, bad i didn't take her for granted and i never forgot to tell her how much she ment to me or how much i loved her.
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[17 May 2005|01:58pm] |
-X-
01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.
-X-
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